develindiskies

to keep things from hurting; you just don't think about them. you don't let them sit in your head and rot; you don't let them coil around your brain stem and stop heartbeats and breaths. but some things get under your skin like fish hooks. and tear up capillaries and veins and tear open arteries and spill scarlett over your matress that seeps way deep in, unremovable, because you can't fucking get to it. and all the bleach in the world can't seep deep enough to get you the fuck out of my head.